Assuming I make it to our planned delivery date ~37/38 weeks, I’m over half way through this pregnancy with Jay. And I can feel my anxiety levels creeping up. Continue reading
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Right where I am; 8 months later

Shortly after Matthew died I stumbled upon a baby loss mom blog (last updated in 2014) I found particularly memorable for its 2011 project, “Right where I am.” The idea was that this blogger would choose a day to write about where she was with her grief in a given moment, call others to do the same, and then compile the responses for all to browse. Continue reading
Under his colors
It’s time for me to come out of the closet, which is always a scary, difficult thing. And it’s kind of a big deal to do it over the internet. But hopefully it’ll go okay – the few family and friends and members of my “special community” to whom I’ve already come out, much to my relief, have been loving and supportive. Continue reading